I was mistaken then. Was I not? I thought love could save people. This post is going to be a confession to me, myself and to anyone who reads it. There was once a creation of God who was placed before me on a night when I was slightly broken, with a crack in my ego. The creation took me in its arms and under its wings and told me that it's okay to be broken at times and it's okay to allow someone to save you from this brokenness. That night and for many following nights, I observed this mere creation of God. For following months, I wanted to save the creation from its own hell. Living it, living its hell, I wanted to save it. Little did I know, I could not save people, I could only love them.

From today, I will only love you. To save you is God's duty. 

This quote was written by Anais Nin, an author of Cuban ancestors but lived in USA most of her life. Delta of Venus is one of her most famous works. 

The last time I blogged was almost a year ago. So much has changed since then. Life has changed. Priorities have changed. People have changed. The future has changed too. So much to look forward to and so much to leave behind. In the midst of it all, in this journey through time, I was not alone. 

In some way or the other, there was a hand grasping onto mine while I took some bad and many good decisions. While walking on certain paths, I fell stranded though. As though, I was at the wrong place at the wrong time trying to figure out which path to take next. But deep inside me and amid that hollowness of not knowing where to go, I felt the invisible, distant but connected, grip of another lost soul. May be that's what gave me courage- knowing I was not the only one lost, knowing I was not on this journey alone. In the end, there were other travelers too on different roads, in search of some destination. In the end, none of us were alone.

And I end that with a quote someone once texted me on a dark, rainy night when I was as lost as lost could be. 

"Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too."
P.S: I Love You